Is it worth it: the worship and the forfeit, for the chance to live forever as a misfit, the taste of control, of letting everything go in the long-promised land of tomorrow?
Don't you know that you knew it? It was simple to start but you just can't quit. Tourniquet your bleeding heart--staying alive is a martial art. First come apart to reassemble. What we are and what we resemble will never align with the holy writ--heart and mind from a starter kit.